(2) Plus, Ash always refused Dino’s money and any advances to buy him off with money, or control him by offering to keep him in a life of luxury, like Dino did until Ash escaped. So I had no idea that it would serve as an ominous foreshadowing for the series’ ending. He'd rather be … Perhaps what feels weird for the reader/audience here is that Ash doesn’t feel free even when he defeated all his enemies. Ash comes back home late only to be surprised and welcomed by Bones and Eiji. İkincisinde Eiji’nin Ash’e doğru bir adım atıp parmak uçlarında yükseldiğini görünce insan bir heyecanlanıyor. This anime has destroyed me I had to spoil the ending for myself because I couldn’t handle the emotional destruction. It’s not an angry gesture. Genel olarak bu resmin bize anlatmak istediği Ash ve Eiji’nin birbirine çok yakınken aynı zamanda birbirinden çok uzak olduğu. that’s def a reference to when they get separated at the hospital right… wow the op is wild - uchida yuuma’s acting is seriously good stuff. Ibe-san: Öyle ama buradaki herkes gerçekten New York Polis Departmanı’nda çalışan polisler. She says she dislikes his pessimistic and gloomy personality. It sounds like the author has been vague or contradictory about it. Ne acıdır ki bu sahneden sonra Ash ve Eiji tekrar baş başa kaldıklarında Yut-Lung’un oyununa gelmiş, Shorter’ı kaybetmiş ve Golzine’nin elinden kıl payı kurtulmuş olacaklardır. Bu metanın bir önceki kısmında Ash’in her yeni olumsuzlukla daha da pekişen “bela başımdan eksik olmayacak” psikolojisi ile Eiji’nin her şeye rağmen onu suç, şiddet ve ölümden uzak bir hayatın mümkün olduğuna inandırma çabaları arasındaki çekişmeden bahsettim. If anybody else has any other ideas I’d love it hear it ^^. Like this is enough to make him happy. It’s a little bit of both, I guess. To me, I think Ash is embarrassed because he doesn’t want Eiji to find out Dino has that kind of power over him, to make him dress and walk and talk like how he did in the banquet while Eiji was tied up. Ash lafını esirgemiyor ama Eiji’nin herhangi bir karşılık beklemeden onun için bir şey yapmasının kendisi için ne kadar alışılmadık bir şey olduğunu da ona söylüyor. İşte biz de onların paylaştığı bu “ana” tanık oluyoruz. Ash, Eiji’nin yatağının başında ayakta duruyor. Yoshida Akimi’nin yürek dağlayan eseri BANANA FISH hakkında delirmeceler, i'm basically narrating what happens in the story, but still there are some meta elements here and there, this sounded much more sappy when translated. Ama bir gözü hep saatte. Ash’in gözleri ise açık ve Eiji’ye bakıyor. Eiji ise yatağa uzanmış, gayet savunmasız biçimde derin derin uyuyor. lentodolorosohurts yaptığı yorumda Banana Fish’deki kuş motifinden bahsetmişti. Sonra da Ash’e yakalanmadan oradan uzaklaşması için “Kaç!” diye bağırıyor. Ash is standing, towering over Eiji who’s lying prone on the bed asleep. Tabii kuşun aksine Eiji ait olmadığı bu dünyadan kaçıp gitmiyor. Sonra Sing, Eiji’nin mektubuyla çıkageliyor. I have tried to keep the translation as literal as possible while still making sense in English. Ash’s rivals have rarely ever met, and given their unique teams and conflicts against Ash, it’s worth wondering how these characters would stack against each other, as some of them would surely come out victorious over the others. Though Eiji isn’t sure why. But in the next scene when Blanca asks Ash what he’s going to do from now on Ash tells him that he’ll go “back to being a street punk.” In other words, he still believes he will never get out of this life. Ama Ash’in inandığı şey Sing’e göre (ya da bizlere göre) hiç de “malum” olan değil ki! The camera moving upwards gives us a clear visual of how Ash and Eiji are positioned. Biz de arka sokaklarda Ash’in çete üyelerine ondan habersiz Dino’ya iş yaptıkları için iyi bir ders verdiğini görüyoruz. Ash’in tek yapması gereken uzanıp ona dokunmak. But Ash knows that if he goes to see Eiji, he won’t be able to let him go, the same way he couldn’t tell him to go before. The way his fingers are slightly curled suggests that he wants to take Eiji’s hand but he’s hesitating. Eiji’nin gözleri kapalı. Eijis love was different, he said it himself that Eiji was the first person who cared about him and wanted nothing in return. Select Page. Blanca ise ona “Hayır, acınası falan değil,” diyerek itiraz ediyor. Needless to say, there is a clear reference to the second ending sequence of the anime. This is both interesting and telling. Hence, according to Sing, Ash and Eiji: did not do anything sexual; whether it’s due to circumstances or due to choice, we will never know. Biliyoruz ki Ash gücünü Eiji’yi tehlikelerden korumak için kullanıyor. -Akimi Yoshida made a lot of art in the art book that canonized it. Ash, at the beginning, is groaning at how bad it is but slowly stops talking and ends up completely engrossed in it. Bu sırada 19 yılda yaşamadığı aksiyonu şu birkaç ay içinde yaşamış olan Eiji, Ash’in büyüdüğü ortamı görüp onun nasıl bir çocukluk geçirdiğini öğrenmiş ve sonuç olarak Ash’e daha da bağlanmış durumda. Sonra Ash’in yatağın kenarında diz çöktüğünü görüyoruz. He might have some internalized homophobia, he might simply be ignorant or unaware.... there's a lot of interesting ways to reflect on what he says, why, etc. Ash and Eiji never fail to bring me joy though, so!… Let’s talk about love instead. Eiji tries pole-vaulting again. This is just my interpretation but I think because Ash is very scarred from the past he might not fully know what to love someone is? He only experienced that true innocent love with eiji and fell in love with the comfort of simple company. Ardından güneş batıp doğarken New York’u tepeden görüyoruz. He loves to find out what makes people tick, especially with his friends Ash, Shorter, and Cain. Dolayısıyla bizzat Ash’in ağzından bunu duymak onu çok üzüyor. Whenever Eiji tells Ash that he wants to be with him, there’s a constant: Ash’s shock. Aklımda bir örnek vardı ama az önce mangaya göz gezdirirken bir tane daha gözüme takıldı. “Do you know what’s going on?” Eiji tilts his head. Eiji içinse bu içinden geldiği için yaptığı gayet doğal bir şey. Ash questions why their are pumpkins with Eiji responding with because it's Halloween. Yeah I did searching yesterday and it turns out that back then apparently the term gay meant men that have sex with other men, thats why a big chunk of Yoshidas interviews discussed Ashs sexuality rather then stuff between Ash and Eiji. Ash, Eiji’den ayrı kalmak istemedi ve kendi düşmanlarının onun zayıf noktası olarak hedefe koydukları Eiji ölümün kıyısından döndü. Biraz hayretle, biraz merakla mı bakıyor, yoksa hasretle mi bakıyor…? Anyone could tell, could feel the way it radiated off of them, the newfound gentleness of Ash and the fire that burned Eiji’s eyes from brown to gold, they were cosmic. were, above everything and anything else, soulmates. - ash and eiji reaching out to each other holy crap i literally thought they were gonna kiss again. I think it feels clear that they were romantically in love. Ben de iamtrashforash’in bu konuda yazdığı iki metayı (x & x) paylaşmıştım. Ash to catch a very weak Eiji before he falls and hurts  himself and Eiji to prevent Ash from leaving him because he heard him say “sayonara”. Because what’s the use in answering his question and stating the obvious—that Ash will put Eiji in danger as long as he’s with him? So he cursed his own blood ties. Bu açılışı ilk izlediğimde bu görsel beni benden almıştı ama anlamı üzerine çok kafa yormamıştım. O daima Ash’in yanında olacağına karar vermiş. Notice how Eiji is completely relaxed. Mesela animenin ikinci açılışındaki bu sahne ilk aklıma gelen örnek. Aynı Kojak’taki gibi. Çünkü hikayenin sonunda Blanca’ya söylediği gibi Ash kendinden hem korkuyor hem de utanıyor. I just put it here to point out the similarity between how the camera first focuses on their feet to get you wondering about the intention behind their movement in the next scene. He’s made up his mind to always be there for Ash to simply reach out and touch. İşte bunun sebebi benim geçen metada incelediğim, Ash’in içinde yer etmiş olan kadercilik: Ash’in Eiji’nin temsil ettiği hiçbir şeyi (buna Eiji’nin kendisi de dahil) hak etmediğini düşünmesi. Ash şaşırıyor ve mektubu okumaya başlıyor. So I've been spending the last day or two figuring out if Ash and Eiji loved each other more then close/best friends, cause the term Soulmate can be romantic or as close friends so I've been stumped on if Yoshida has confirmed or denied that they were romantically in love. Read about Ash and eiji see each other for the last time by MUG and see the artwork, lyrics and similar artists. In various anime visuals of Banana Fish, there’s a repeated emphasis on how Ash and Eiji do not/cannot touch even though they’re a hair’s breadth away from one another. Sing shrugs, and shuts the door behind them. We know that Ash’s using his strength to guard Eiji against danger. Onun sevimliliği New York’un tekinsiz arka sokaklarıyla tam bir tezat oluşturuyor. Sanki Ash ve Eiji’nin birbirlerine asla kavuşamayacak aşıklar olduğunu görenlere anlatmak ister gibi. They long for each other, but their love is largely framed as asexual. Zaten o yüzden az önce gözünü saatten ayırmıyordu. To summarize, Ash is reading in the library on the day of Eiji’s departure but keeps an eye on his watch because Eiji’s flight time is approaching. Originally posted on 5 June 2019 in Turkish here. And Blanca simply tells him “No, Ash. Ash o an Eiji’ye kolayca zarar verebilir ama biliyoruz ki bunu asla yapmaz. silverquillsideas replied: Tam elleri birbirine dokunacakken Eiji, Charlie ve Ibe-san’ın geldiğini duyuyor ve elini geri çekiyor. And after a while, they began to share a bed. Banana Fish’in anime uyarlamasında hikaye günümüzde geçiyor. Cookies help us deliver our Services. Then there is the wretched hospital scene from episode 23. Bence burada Ash’ın diz çöktüğünü yakından gösteren sahne ile 17. bölümde Eiji’nin Ash’e sarılmadan önce ona doğru adım attığını gösteren sahne arasında bir paralellik kurabiliriz. “Yine de… Ben hep seni korumam gerektiğini hissettim.” Ash bu cümleyi okuduktan sonra yerinden kalkıp koşmaya başlıyor. Said Lillie as Ash looks at her in his eyes with a smile "Lillie it's okay I'm a virgin too." Yut-Lung comes to regard Golzine as a rival to his territorial expansion and to that … Lean against each other when they played Xbox. A subreddit all about the popular manga, and anime series: Banana Fish. He yells at Ash to run away before they catch him. Ash faces Arthur in a final duel to the death. Bu bölümde Eiji, Ash’i daha yakından tanıyacak ve onun iç hesaplaşmalarını keşfedecek. Again, it all boils down to this toxic mindset I talked about in the previous part of this meta: Ash doesn’t see himself worthy of anything that Eiji represents, including Eiji himself. Sing, Eiji’nin vurulmasının suçunu Ash’te bulmuyor ki…. Since it’s christmas season, let’s say they’re watching a christmas movie. Ash Kissed Eiji For A Secret Mission Lol Banana Fish Anime Banana Anime Kiss So remember that pivotal story ash told eiji … The last time they see each other - Okumura Eiji. Then there is this scene in episode 18 where Ash watches Eiji sleep and vows to never let anybody hurt him. Two stems of rye lie in a criss-cross pattern just next to their hands, symbolising, perhaps, that they are star-crossed lovers. They’d touch thighs when they watched TV. Ash, bitap düşmüş Eiji’yi yere düşüp bir tarafını incitmeden yakalamak için; Eiji de az önce “sayonara” dediğini duyduğu Ash'in gitmesine engel olmak için. Eiji’nin vurulması onu öyle derinden etkilemiş ki Eiji’yi veda etmek için son bir kez bile görmemeye kararlı. Actually I knew it all along. I haven't found any interviews of her saying they were asexual lovers only that Ash is asexual and is there like an interview where she mentions them being soulmates like lovers? O parmaklarını istemeye istemeye kıvırıp elini yumruk yaptığı an var ya… O an Ash’e “Git!” demenin Eiji’yi ne kadar yaraladığını şuramda hissettim resmen. Blanca, en azından Ash’in bunu bilmesini istiyor. It's International Fanworks Day and we are celebrating by hosting chat games on our IFD Discord server. Yeah, in this scene they’re actually touching, so it doesn’t really belong here. Banana Fish’in anime uyarlamasındaki birçok görselde Ash ve Eiji’nin birbirlerine çok yakın olup da bir türlü temas etmediklerine/edemediklerine devamlı gönderme yapıldığını fark ettim. Eiji’nin mektubuyla baş başa kalan Ash köşedeki bir banka oturup mektubun zarfını açıyor. Either way they loved each other and the manga gives us that absolutely by Ash's decision to die knowing he was loved by Eiji and Eiji's life being completely turned upside down because of Ash's death. He was so deeply affected by Eiji getting shot that he’s absolutely firm about not seeing him again, even to say goodbye. The other thing this visual telling the audience is that behind his stillness, Ash is overflowing with emotion. Ancak bir sonraki sayfada Blanca’nın “Şimdi ne yapacaksın?” sorusuna Ash’in “Sokak serseriliğine devam” diye cevap vermesi onun hala bu hayattan asla kurtulamayacağına inandığını gösteriyor. Sonra iki el silah sesi duyuluyor ve bir kuş tüneğinden uçuyor. Bu yüzden Ash’in yanından eli boş dönmek istemiyor (Kıyamam!). probably held romantic feelings for each other. He knows that he doesn’t belong in Eiji’s world but at the same time he wants to belong so damn much. is yut lung in love with ash. Despite being an adult at the age of 19, he is often mistaken for a child, even in Japan. What we’ve never really seen, though, is how these rivals would face off against each other. When I first watched it, I was blown away by this visual but didn’t read too much into it. Or is that just with GOL, Their relationship is not sexual from what I know, Yeah, I found that out that they don't have a sexual relationship which is understandable, I think Yoshida has contradicted herself in interviews, but that's normal since it's been 26 years since BF manga ended. Sanki bu kadarı onu mutlu etmeye yetiyormuş gibi. Just as their hands are about to touch, Eiji hears Charlie and Ibe-san coming from behind and withdraws his hand. Ash ultimately emerges victorious but gravely wounded; in the aftermath of the fight, Ash, Eiji, Sing, and Cain are arrested. Bu sahneden özellikle bahsetmek istiyorum çünkü çok dokunaklı. Eiji: Vay canına, aynı CSI New York’taki gibi. Blanca insisted on marrying the woman he loved and that decision cost Natasha’s life. As much as he tolerated the peace, Ash eventually began to feel emotionally constrained. He still believes he’ll put Eiji in danger so he’s still dead set on keeping Eiji safely away from himself. (1), silverquillsideas replied: Eiji’s eyes are closed. The thing about it turning into a sexual relationship isn't adding up with her more recent ones saying hes asexual. Eiji is definitely coded as the romantic interest since his character was originally female and BF is a shoujo. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. Belki bu konuda yazılıp çizilmiştir önceden ama yine de paylaşayım dedim. Ash bir kez daha farklı dünyaları vurguluyor. It’s not.” At this point, both Ash and Blanca know at what cost reaching out to happiness comes with. -The creators of the anime have official art of them being together. And we get the feeling that he’ll allow himself to get only this close to Eiji, no more. Ash is in a position where he can easily hurt Eiji but we know that he would never do that. And we bear witness to this “moment” they share. OH MY GOD CAN YOU SEE HOW ASH PEEKS AT EIJI IN THE NEW OFFICIAL ART LIKE LITTLE HIGH SCHOOLERS DO “should I give it to him? That’s just what I think anyway, The Asexual thing is true yes, however Yoshida hasn't really stated its platonic feelings either, shes more so just touched the topic of if their relationship would be sexual to which she said it wouldn't. Böyle anlattığıma bakmayın, çünkü bu asla öfkeyle yapılmış bir hareket değil. Onun için ben bu sahneyi olacaklara önden bir gönderme olarak yorumluyorum. I’m sure Sing doesn’t think Ash is to blame for Eiji getting shot at all…. Playing via Spotify Playing via YouTube. However, he did not rule out that Misty could be in love with Ash, because, as he himself explained, even at the beginning of the story she was “ the age when girls fall in love “. I would expect him to become subdued and angry maybe, remembering what happened in that dungeon that night, but why does he look embarrassed? Related Videos. Bölümün ortalarına doğru ilk defa Eiji’yi görüyoruz. He also hates Eiji because of how much he means to Ash, seeing him as an undesirable weakness. But he still recognized that the way they regarded one another was the way lovers do, that it transcended mere friendship. Ellerinin arasında neredeyse bir santim bile boşluk yok. I especially wanted to mention this scene because it is just so moving. And the whole thing looks a bit too much like a preliminary to a kiss. Free to stay and keep Eiji by his side. Kim olsa aynını yapardı,” diyecek gibi duruyor. Longing? Why is Ash getting all embarrassed when Eiji asks about the earrings in this scene? One night, after a dispute between the two, an infuriated Ash leaves and takes out his anger at a shooting range owned by … Kameranın aşağıdan yukarı hareket etmesiyle Ash ve Eiji’nin pozisyonları arasındaki tezat gözümüze çarpıyor. Ash’s eyes are open and he’s gazing at Eiji with… Wonder? “Kendi kendimi bile koruyamıyorum. Aaahh, olmuyor ama böyle…. Ash cares for Eiji, saying "At least I know there's one guy who cares about me, It's the happiest feeling in the world." Reading through reddit is helping me cope. Ash meets up with Cain at a bar and tells him how he's going to fight Arthur. By using our Services or clicking I agree, you agree to our use of cookies. ash’s screaming gave me the chills even thru this awful lag Doğanın kucağında olmaktan gayet keyif alır gibi bir hali var. Eiji’ye bir şekilde dokunacak, belki de onu öpecek, diye bekliyoruz. But Banana Fish is a never ending story, you can feel the waves from it long after you finish it because its too real. Check out the schedule to find out what is happening and get your invite to join in! Hiç lafı uzatmadan ona, “Bize ayak bağı olursun. Bu kuşun Eiji’yi ilk gördüğümüz sahneden hemen sonra belirmesi manidar. Garden of Light addresses this directly: Sing states that their relationship wasn't sexual, but that they "loved one another, perhaps the way lovers do.". “But even so… I always wanted to protect you.” It is after reading this sentence that Ash gets up and starts to run. We don't know if they had sex, but in my opinion, if they weren't, they would have eventually. So after the final showdown, Ash met with Blanca in Central Park. I believe they were in love and that it was asexual because of Ash’s horrifying trauma and past. I guess I just didn’t want to admit it… Pretty pathetic, huh?” It’s like Ash is holding himself up to scorn for wanting Eiji to stay by his side—like he’s chiding himself for daring to want such a thing. They’d wrap arms around each other when they walked down the street. “You stubborn asshole!” he yells and dashes away, leaving Ash with Eiji’s letter. His personal style seems to consist of … Then Sing appears with Eiji’s letter and asks Ash the question we all wanted to ask: “Why didn’t you go see Eiji?”, There it is—Ash once again makes a distinction between Eiji’s world and his world. — OH MY GOD CAN YOU SEE HOW ASH PEEKS AT EIJI IN THE... 1.5M ratings Yukarıdaki panelde Ash sözünü kestiğinde sanki, “Pek bir şey yapmadım ki. En son bütün düşmanlarını alt eden Ash, Central Park’ta Blanca ile konuşuyordu. Zarfın içinden Japonya’ya bir uçak bileti çıkıyor. Because he’s ashamed and afraid of himself as he admits to Blanca at the end of the series. Much of what they say is the kind of dramatic statements that you would expect of lovers - "if I lose you, I'll go crazy" to Ash musing how much Eiji cares for him, how happy it makes him. We are lucky in … Ash Lynx; Okumura Eiji; Pole Vaulter Okumura Eiji; Pole Vaulting - Freeform; Encouragement; Ash Lynx Loves Okumura Eiji; Okumura Eiji Loves Ash Lynx; light fluff; Light-Hearted; Ash will never get over Eiji pole vaulting; Did u guys see his face when Eiji first did it; Summary. I love this image not only because it’s so gorgeous but also because it’s telling us so much. Ash didn’t want to part with Eiji and his enemies made him their primary target and in the end he almost died. He starts reading the letter. Considering that this was written and takes place in 1994, it's not hard to believe that Sing wouldn't really have considered the possibility of them being lovers, just that their bond "was like that". Burada hem Ash hem de Eiji tıpkı açılışta olduğu gibi birbirlerine doğru uzanıyorlar. Golzine made Ash wear jade earrings and a tuxedo because he’s a twisted bastard and wanted Ash, his ultimate ‘creation’, to look his best when he got his revenge for all the trouble he caused Golzine over Banana Fish. Ash, en yakın arkadaşını öldürmenin vicdan azabıyla kabuslar görürken Eiji ona Shorter’ın yasını tutabileceği bir dayanak oluyor. -It was vaguely mentioned in GOL that they were lovers. Eiji was the first person to Ash who has done something good to him without wanting anything in return, Eiji wants to protect Ash despite his lack of experience with fighting, using guns or being part of a gang. Ben 1. bölümde de Eiji’ye gönderme yapan bir kuşun olduğunu fark ettim. Also keep in mind the context: the United States, and especially places like NYC, were in the midst of the AIDS epidemic during the timeline of Banana Fish. Ellerinin hemen köşesinde de iki sap başak birbirine çapraz şekilde öylece duruyor. Ortaya karışık bence. For those of you with roses in mind, here, as promised, is the first part of a simple guide to buying and caring for this ‘Queen of Flowers’. Ash is given a sample of an unknown drug by a dying man and is targeted by dino golzine for what he is suspected to have. When you see Eiji take a step towards Ash and stand on his tip toes, you get all excited because you’re not sure what he’ll do. When they looked at each other, time cracked and broke, it was like they were reached between decades, the … Film setine benziyor. Roses, of all kinds, should receive morning or afternoon sunlight for at least six hours each day for them to do well. Beni her seferinde allak bullak ediyor. Diğer yandan çok bariz biçimde onu görmek, onun yanında olabilmek için içi gidiyor. One of the storyboarder of the animated series revealed that Misty and Ash really like each other, but they didn’t realize that. I’ll pick up the story from where I left off. Alternate endings through fanfiction and fanart will save me once again. Banana Fish (stylized in all caps) is a Japanese manga series written and illustrated by Akimi Yoshida.It was serialized in the monthly manga magazine Bessatsu Shōjo Comic from 1985 to 1994, and collected into nineteen tankōbon volumes by Shogakukan. Ama Ash, “Eiji’ye söylemek istediğin hiçbir şey yok mu?” sorusunu da cevapsız bırakınca canına tak ediyor, “İnatçı mal!” diye bağırıyor çağırıyor ve gidiyor. Banana Fish’in hikayesi boyunca arka planda devam eden bu çekişme belki de Ash’in hikaye boyunca verdiği en zorlu mücadele. Niye? Eiji treated Ash like a normal person and eventually they developed a strong friendship with each other, despite living in completely different worlds and circumstances. I don't blame the people who think they're just best friends, though, becuase we can all agree that this aspect was really ambiguous in the anime and manga. Bu görselin izleyiciye anlattığı bir diğer şey ise Ash’in dışardan gayet sakin görünürken içten içe bir duygu seli ile mücadele ettiği. ma-bien-aimee replied: Find images and videos about ash, banana fish and eiji on We Heart It - the app to get lost in what you love. Ama biliyor ki daha önce de olduğu gibi onu görürse bırakamayacak. Blanca wants Ash to know that at least. Japonya’ya geri dön,” diyor. Just as their hands are about to touch, Eiji hears Charlie and Ibe-san coming from behind and withdraws his hand. Then you see him kneeling by the bed and expect him to touch Eiji somehow, maybe kiss him. Bu metalar (ya da analizler) 2, 6, 11 ve 19. bölümlerdeki kuş motiflerine atıfta bulunuyor. Tagged: Banana fish, The eyes and leaning forward is so, . It’s as if he’s longing to touch Eiji but restrains himself. 9 Barry But no, Ash simply puts his head on the bed and bunches the bed sheet in his fist. 14 "Tender is the Night" This scene tells us that no matter what happens from now on Eiji left his mark in Ash’s life. Sing az önce Eiji’nin yanından geldiği için onun ne kadar endişeli olduğunu gördü. When he’s trying so hard to stay put, Sing’s probing naturally annoys him. Ash to catch a very weak Eiji before he falls and hurts himself and Eiji to prevent Ash from leaving him because he heard him say “sayonara”. Sonra 18. bölümde bu sahne var. Ama Ash’in haklı olduğunu ve onun iyiliğini düşündüğünü de biliyor. Ancak size dert olurum,” diyor. That’s why he kept checking his watch. Said Ash as they stare at each other for the second then they kissed they held each other about a hour as Lillie was reaching his Capris "Ash I couldn't take it much long because I'm afraid of making love to you." Out comes Eiji’s letter and—to Ash’s surprise—a one-way ticket to Japan. Any ideas? @silverquillsideas Not at all… You just made that scene a hundred times better! To Dino, Ash was merely a plaything he thought he “owned”, so he dressed Ash up like a pretty creature to be admired. Ama mutlu olmayı istemek ayıp değil. Tam biz izleyenlerin/okuyanların duygularına tercüman olarak “Neden Eiji’yi görmeye gitmedin?” diye Ash’e hesap soruyor. Series Bu resme bayılıyorum. Bunu sadece kameranın nasıl iki sahnede birden ayaklara odaklanıp izleyiciye “Bi dakka şimdi, n’oluyor?? But that’s only in Ash’s head. And you can just feel how much it hurts him to do that from the half-hearted way his fingers curl back. Ash and Eiji are relaxing “in the rye” and not even an inch is separating their hands. Kendisi zar zor sabrederken Sing’in onu bu şekilde sorgulaması da haliyle hoşuna gitmiyor. I think it’s possible to draw a parallel between the close-up of Ash’s feet in this scene and the close-up of Eiji’s feet in episode 17 when he embraces Ash. I'm glad they didn't involve any fanservice in it but I wish it was a bit more obvious. Ama bu da tamamen Ash’in kendi aklında kurduğu bir şey aslında. Why? Thanks! Şimdi, bu sahnede birbirlerine temas ettikleri için bu görsel diğerleriyle aynı kapsamda sayılmaz. But to Sing (or to us) that’s not “obvious,” let alone even remotely true! Either way they loved each other and the manga gives us that absolutely by Ash's decision to die knowing he was loved by Eiji and Eiji's life being completely turned upside down because of Ash's death. Sonra 23. bölümdeki o nalet hastane sahnesi var. Bir kere söylemeye gerek yok ama animenin ikinci kapanışına çok açık bir gönderme var burada. By logging in to LiveJournal using a third-party service you accept LiveJournal's User agreement, It was still stigmatized as a "gay disease" - in the manga, the doctor in the prison even mentions this. It gets me every time. Why? Connected to each other, soul to soul" hope you can get something out of this quote, Yeah I've read GOL but I decided to read some interviews Yoshida doesn't really mention that yes they love each other, thats why im getting confused, So I can’t remember where I read this, so it may be fake news, but apparently the author person said they were in an asexual relationship and had more than platonic feelings for each other. Bir nevi helalleşme tadında geçen bu konuşmada benim en çok içimi burkan kısım, Ash’in “Aslında onun hayatında yerimin olmadığını hep biliyordum, ama bunu kendime itiraf edemedim bir türlü. Parmaklarının hafifçe kıvrık durması da sanki Eiji’nin elini tutmak istiyormuş da tereddüt ediyormuş gibi bir mesaj veriyor. Çok güzel olması bir yana, aynı zamanda çok anlam barındırıyor içinde. Halbuki az önce ayakta dururken ne kadar güçlü gözüküyordu… Ve sanki o an anlıyoruz ki Ash, Eiji’ye ancak bu kadar yaklaşmak için kendine müsaade ediyor.